visiting purchase today cheered me up because it reminded me this year is temporary. and i’m going to meet so many more interesting people in my life. it’s unavoidable.
it seems that everyone gets to act emotional about their issues. at least to someone. everyone gets to vent and cry and hug and have emotional sex and wallow. and then eventually it seems everyone gets to get through their problems and become happy again. and they celebrate and laugh and hug and have emotional sex and value things.
so why do my emotions get kicked to the dust?
i’m just so fucking lonely.
I want to cry for so many different reasons right now